Yes? Then, welcome! That means it's time to Step Up and Learn How to Walk Your Wolf, so that you can Work in Partnership as a Shield Warrior through Self-Mastery.
Being a Shield Warrior is NOT for everyone.
It's not going to be easy. Personal-spiritual growth never is. It's tough, very tough.
You will be called to face your fears, and especially your own darkness when confronted with it via various means. Because in truth, your task is to face yourself, your dark self. You must integrate it and bring it into balance, for only you can save yourself.
This is not done through meditation, mantras, crystals, or other New Age trappings. And it is certainly not reached through religion. It is achieved through the hard work of Self-Mastery and the true application of your Free Will effort.
You will have meltdowns - lots of them!
In fact, they are encouraged because they break the illusions that hold you captive, sucking your power. And you will want to give up, often, as it takes a tremendous amount of energy and will to break free from all of the limiting frequencies controlling you, each a breach in your energetic shield.
THIS is the ongoing heating and cooling tempering process of working towards Self-Mastery.
It won't happen over night, or in a few months, or even a year. It's an ongoing process of achieving a new way of thinking, seeing, doing, and Being, as you rise step-by-step into your own true power, your own True Self.